Internet Oh Internet

So I was cut off from the world of internet (or is it the internet world?..) for approximately 2 days and I almost died before I finally packed my laptop with me and came to Starbucks Taipan right after work. Aaaaaah finally, the taste of life. Wtf.

Seriously, my life revolves around internet. Twitter, blog, msn, skype, youtube, google, yahoo, etc. I totally cannot do 2 days without internet. Yesterday I went to Maccas in hopes of getting online but was so freakin' disappointed when I couldn't. Ok disappointed's not the right word. Pissed is.

So right now I've been here for the past 2 hours (or more..) and dammit the connection is so good I don't feel like going home eventhough I should really be. I totally wasting my time when I should be practising. Haihhhh. The only bad thing about onlining in Starbucks is that I cannot laugh out loud (literally LOL) when I see/read/hear something funny like this.

It's a torture to not be able to laugh out loud ok? It's worse than constipation. Not that I have anyway. Don't guess whether I'm telling the truth or not. About constipation.

Yes purposely hold that Starbucks mug up just to prove that I'm at Starbucks now.

I asked Wk if there's any difference in the video. What I meant was the lighting and the way I looked. He answered,

"er, there's a 'keluar' and 'no smoking' sign behind you?"

Wtf.

And I'm wearing my favourite panda shirt. I don't understand why my sisters like to pick on me whenever I wear it. It's my favourite shirt. I have a big panda (the WWF logo) at the front. What's wrong with it?

The connection's so good here that I managed to upload this video.

Taken 2 months ago when I was in Melbourne. And I screamed cos when I squeezed the lemon juice it almost went into my eyes. That's what you get when you're too eager to eat something. In other words 'tam sek' hahahaah.

Ok time to go home. Hopefully the connection will not be stupid at home...

Stop Hate Crime

Please spare yourself only 4 minutes to watch this :'(

Murder of Sophie Lancaster

And I thought racism is the only bad thing happening.

If you're living in the UK, click here to find out how you can stand up for her. Otherwise, forward and spread this video cos they're trying to reach a million views to generate an amount for The Sophie Lancaster Foundation.

Unless you're like those people who hate goths and support the destruction of humanity. They cannot even be compared with wild animals, 'cos they're worse.

LOL

- Wei Kiat - says:
 u look pretty

 Ee V❤n - Am I ever gonna be good enough? says:
 cheh
 everytime also say one la

- Wei Kiat - says:
 okla next time dowan say ady
 i take back my words

 Ee V❤n - Am I ever gonna be good enough? says:
 liar
 u sure say one
 its a reflex

- Wei Kiat - says:
 *- Wei Kiat - has recalled the message: u look pretty. please disregard the message as sender is now not held responsible for the message sent.

 Ee V❤n - Am I ever gonna be good enough? says:
 WTF
 HAHAHHAH
 SAMPAT

- Wei Kiat - says:
 hehehehehhe

 Ee V❤n - Am I ever gonna be good enough? says:
 where you get it from

- Wei Kiat - says:
 hahahhahaha
 download la

 Ee V❤n - Am I ever gonna be good enough? says:
 HUH?

- Wei Kiat - says:
 from www.lithatosoubliv.com.wk
 wtf

 Ee V❤n - Am I ever gonna be good enough? says:
 AHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
 GO AND DIE LA U

- Wei Kiat - says:
 so slow

 Ee V❤n - Am I ever gonna be good enough? says:
 AHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

- Wei Kiat - says:
 omg
 i cant bliv it

 Ee V❤n - Am I ever gonna be good enough? says:
 me too
 i can't believe low wei kiat is so lame
 and the gf so dumb

I know

It hurts to know everytime I talk to you about it I get stressed out and then the next thing I know is I'll feel like crying. And it hurts more when you don't know how to stop it and I will end up crying. I know I am not trying my best. I know I should be. But I also know things sometimes just will not go the way I want them to. And I know it wouldn't have happened if I did try a little harder at first. And I also know there's nothing I can do about it now. Can you please do something?

The bigger my expectation, I know the more it'll disappoint me, some day. And I know same goes to you.

15 December

So, it's not so bad after all =)

Honestly, I am not 'a little' disappointed about not winning. Ok so I lied. I was very disappointed cos I didn't even make it to the 1st or 2nd runner up. And to think that I put in so much of effort in it. I went out with Esther and Wai Tuck in the evening just to make myself forget about this unimportant thing. Afterall, I know I still have people who love what I did. I'll talk more about this in my LJ.

Sad things aside, I have another happy news! =D

Wk is coming back on... *drumrolls

a day before my birthday!

That sucker used my trick. I surprised him (well, sorta if he didn't find out) by going to Melbourne a day before his birthday in September this year and told him that's my b'day present for him, and now, he's using it on me. HE TOLD ME THAT'S MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT WTF.

Hahah. Of course I know it's all planned out just for me. He always try his best to plan in a way where it'll benefit everyone. Especially me. Mememememememememe. Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee wtf. And that's what I like about him.

He's just finished his year 1 of masters, and now working. He'll be back for 22 days before flying off to Germany for some student exchange thingie for 6 weeks =( and then after that he'll be back in Malaysia and hopefully, HOPEFULLY, if, IF I ever get accepted by Uni of Melbourne, we'll be flying to Melbourne togetha-getha.

Ok before I go, here's something funny which happened just now.

Do you guys know what mynews.com is? If you don't, go Google it. I'm pretty sure all Malaysians know what it is. You may not have heard about it or you may think that you have not seen it but I'm sure you've seen it just that you've never taken the time to look at its name.

So just now we were having dinner and we were discussing if Bukit Raja's TGV still has 2012 tickets cos the place we went was all sold out. Then I suggested we go to mynews.com, read the newspaper to check if 2012 is shown in Bukit Raja's TGV. And then someone said,

"Huh? How? Here no wifi also!"

WTF HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHHH.

I've got good news and bad news!

Bad news:

I didn't win the other contest which I joined with my CNY inspired. I won't deny that I was disappointed cos I really did put in a lot of thought in creating that look but oh well, this is only the beginning :) But because of this contest, I've gotten some good news!

Some good news:

1. I won that Halloween contest, mentioned this in my previous post.

2. I just hit 100 subscribers! I seriously never expected to get more than even 20 hahahah.

3. My vanity blog was featured in Tongue in Chic! Ownself google. Actually I didn't really know what it was. I've read about it from places and Aileen mentioned about it once but all these while I thought it's like some kinda shop or something hahah! Nevertheless, happy :) All thanks to Gwen!

4. Ok this is actually not a news but more like something that made me happy. After knowing that I didn't win the contest, I got comments from all these kind people telling me they thought that my entry should have won it and all that great stuff. Which really really really made me very very very happy! In a way, I'd like to thank the girl who put up that contest cos without the contest, I wouldn't have entered and if I didn't enter, I wouldn't have gotten so many nice comments and feedbacks!

Ok that's all. I'm leaving for work now. Might go watch 2012 with my 2 buddies later. Bye.

The Winning

Just a really quick update before I go practice.

Remember this?

Some of you who're my friends on Facebook might have known but to those who haven't, I won the little contest that I joined. It's a an online contest, where I'm supposed to create a Halloween Makeup Look tutorial, no specific theme but I'll have to just create something that I'll wear for Halloween. I wasn't the only winner though, just thought everyone should know. There were 4 winners out of 20+ entries. Ok I know a lot of you want to know what the prize is. Really, there's no need to know cos the prize didn't matter to me at all, what matters is that my effort is paid off!

This is my very first time joining this type of contest and I won. Actually to think about it, this may be the first ever contest that I've ever won. I cannot remember if I've joined any contests before.

Ok I'll tell you the prize anyways.

1 Pop Beauty Lip Lust, 3 NYX eye shadows, 1 NYX Jumbo Eye Pencil and 5 Deco Art Nail Polish

Some people may not know what the hell those things are; they're makeup products and some nail products. And I'm so glad to see the prizes that I've won myself cos there're things that I've been wanting! Well, there are also things that I was puzzled to see like the nail products cos if anyone knows me, I hardly do anything to my nails cos it's so short there's nothing much I can do with it. But oh well, I'll figure out what I can do with it. I'm still happy, not just because of the prizes but the fact that I actually won!

I've never expected myself to win cos it was my first contest ever and there were so many great entries out there.

All these only got me thinking a lot and I told Wk,

"I realised that if I really put in effort, there'll sure be good results"

This winning may seem like nothing to some people. True, it's just a small winning but through this winning I discovered that efforts do get paid. It all depends on how much you give out.

And so, I am more determined to practice now. I must get into Uni of Melbourne no matter what happens.