Comedy Thursday

Writer's block writer's block!

Lol.

As of now, I only work on Fridays and Sundays. And if that's not lovely enough, I only have to work 5 hours each. Sounds lovely but the monthly income, no. Sufficient to support all my expenditure though but oh well, no amount is ever enough for me. I cannot keep taking new students either cos what if I need to leave for masters. Having too much time in hand, surprisingly my life is still so uninteresting. All I do each day is go online, click the refresh button (or anything that means the same thing) of my Twitter,  Blogger and Youtube page ten thousand times. So today I decided to do some spring cleaning and realize I have 10 lipsticks and 10 lipglosses. WTF DID IT MULTIPLY BY ITSELF.

Shit lah it's as though I have 10 lips wtf.

I'll probably need to dig out some old Melbourne pictures or something otherwise everyone'll go "Yer all emo stuffs so boring" wtf.

Ok a couple of Project 365 pictures that are not so boring. 

#307

 Some pig lol sleeping like a pig on my bed.

#310

When I say couple, I really mean only two hahaah.

On the day Wk left, that night a bunch of us (me, Esther, Lorraine and Jun Xue) went to Velvet Underground, Zouk for this stand up comedy thing Esther has been asking me to go since few weeks ago. It's the Comedy Thursday which basically happens on every first Thursday of every month. Google yourself for more info. Had a ball cos;

1. First time in Zouk ok walao of cos happy lah wtf and I wasn't the only jakun anyway cos it was Jun Xue's first time in Zouk too.

2. Laughed until I almost broke my jaw. Don't ask me if it's THAT funny cos like I said before I laugh at most things. Even jokes told by Esther and Jun Xue. Geddit geddit? HAHAHAHAHAHA.

3. Ate tosai + neslo panas at 2 different mamak stalls. It kinda amused me that Jun Xue's so attracted to my neslo panas cos he kept picking mine up to drink. He said he has never heard of that drink before wtf! And when I told him it's Nescafe mixed with Milo he went, " Oh Mocha la" HAHAHAHAHAHH WTF!!!

Anyone missed my vain pics?

I'll post one for you to salivate at LOL

Mmkay bye.

Oh btw, am I the only one who finds Avatar funny especially the 'ajaran sesat' and the 'bomoh' dance part?  Where they transfer life or soul or whatever it is from the human body into the avatar, like transfering a file? LOL!

I know

Is crying a failure of staying strong? If it is, I'm sorry I failed. I am known by a number of friends as a person who laughs really easily, easily ammused, easily humoured. Do you guys know I cry easily too? I see someone with no arms or legs on the street begging for money, I feel like crying. My lecturer scolds me, I get furious and I'll cry. I read or watch a sad story/movie, I cry. My parents disallow me to go out with my friends, I cry. Happened when I was younger though. My students play like crap and no matter how many fucking times I tell/yell/teach them they still either don't practice, or don't get it, or both, I'll cry. When someone close leaves, I'll cry.

I tried and tried to understand the situation. He's there. The line's expensive. Something's wrong with the internet service. Up till now, I've sent out 10 messages, and 7 from him. We're supposed to talk in msn. But the internet's not working over there.

I've waited and waited, and in the end all I get to do is sit here and feel extremely disappointed and sad. I know it's nobody's fault. I know it's not his fault that the internet's fucked up. I know it's not his fault that communicating's expensive. I know it's not his fault if he doesn't want to send me any messages just because its expensive.

So what? I'm still crying a river now.

Even though it's only 6 weeks

I know nobody likes dealing with goodbyes but I know nobody feels the same about goodbyes.

Everytime I stand in the airport facing the departure gate saying goodbye, I always have this question repeatedly banging inside my head,

" Why do I have to go through this? Why humans have to go through this? Why do certain people need to be apart? "

Over the years I've grown much stronger to all these farewells but the pain, the sadness and emptiness have never gone away from me. I know I'll get over it within days (sometimes, hours) but if I get to choose, I'd rather not go through all it at all.

Today I walked away from the airport and wished it'll be the last goodbye we'll have to say to each other. At the same time I felt so afraid of rejection, of when things don't go the way I prayed them to be. I feel it every day, every minute and every hour.

He'll be gone to Germany for only 6 weeks but when he gets back, there're only 3... possibilities. Two good, one bad.

1. I've already left, for orientation.

2. I'll be around, and will be leaving with him.

3. I'll be around, and staying back.

We've been staying so positive up till now, hoping for the best, planning for the best possibility. But I still cannot help but to be afraid of the unexpected.

Gosh I am so freakin' worried.

Ramble Ramble

I'm gonna just post up a couple of pictures from Project 365 that urm... matters haha.

 Pictures from the graduation photoshoot which I got back quite a while ago. In fact, a few months ago.

 

 My sister playing with my shades and my unwanted fake eyelashes which I've cut into half.

 

A new external hard drive! Or is it called hard disk? Nevermind. It's a Western Digital and they call it "My Passport" and it comes in a few colours. White looks damn cool so I got it. I got it cos both my internal and my external are filling up T___T

 

 Ok so this is how I actually look like without all that gunk I slap on my face sometimes.

 You know what's this? This is the BEST food in the world. GYU TAN DON.

 First few presents I received on my birthday! =) I was on Wk's bed about to sleep when I felt something's near my feet cos I accidentally kicked on it and when I got up and check I saw all these nicely laid down. =)

 

A tape rewinder! Or whatever it is called! Omg I haven't seen this thing in like... more than a decade! I remember when I was younger there's one in my old home cos my grandma used to rent those soaps and back then when cds and dvds weren't around yet, they were all in chunky tapes! And this is the thing that's used to rewind the tapes to the beginning of the series/shows!

Went to Malacca and had Durian Cendol. Nice!

 

On New Years Eve, cool people meet up at either one's house, drink champagne and chat through MSN and webcam eventhough they're only 1.5 metres away from each other.

 

On New Years Day, cool people take pictures of their own reflection on Christmas tree balls!

 

 Whoa don't I look cool wtf.

 

Finally bought a pair of new flip flops.

My previous Reef one has surprisingly served me for a good 1 year! Seriously, none of my Roxy flip flops have ever lasted that long. I mean the rubber ones. They're really lousy. I even slipped on a puddle of water and fell when I was wearing one which was quite worn out and by worn out, I don't mean it's in an uber bad condition or anything it's just that the base has gotten smoother.

And since my puppy is growing, his teeth have been constantly itchy. Any shoes/slippers left outside on the floor will get chewed. My Reef flip flops was one of the unlucky ones but surprisingly, it wasn't too damaged. I could still wear it for a while. My sister's Roxy flip flops became its toy one day and when we saw it the next day, half of one side of her flip flops were gone.

Conclusion: Reef makes good flip flops.

My Reef flip flops actually isn't too damaged anyway. It's still really safe to walk in it, I have never experienced any slippery moments even up till now. It's just that the 'thong' part and the base where the soles of my feet stands on are kinda torn (my dog's great job) and it really does look quite worn out and ridiculous. Apart from all that, it's still functioning pretty well. But I thought it's about time to get a new one already so I got the Roxy one in the picture above.

I know I just complained about Roxy flip flops but this one is not the regular rubber kind so I'm hoping it won't disappoint me. I wanted to get back something form Reef but the store I went to didn't carry any Reef stuffs anymore. Boo =( And I'm just too lazy to go elsewhere to find it cos by the time I actually find one, I am most probably broke already haha.

Ok I'm done rambling. Good night. Wk's sleeping over. He thought we're going to sleep on the same bed which is ridiculous cos it's a single bed and I'm not going to squeeze with him on one bed when there's another bed for him to sleep on. Haha. Ok ramble ramble blablabla. Bye.

Durian Cendol

Back from Malacca!

Yeah no big deal cos nobody cares anyway hahaha. I had a great, great time there. Not so much about the place nor the food though cos I've been there before. It's the amount of laughters and snappy, sarcastic moments we had. With great company comes great place.

Now, I need to freakin' wash my hair.

Signing off,
猪妹
(non halal word HAHAHHAHAHHAHA)

A day with good internet connection

I do notice that I've been abandoning my Project 365 but I did not notice it's been almost two months now! Technically, I didn't exactly abandon it cos I still do take pictures except that I haven't been doing it on a daily basis. So yesterday I was contemplating whether to persevere and finish what I first started, or what the heck, just freakin' give up cos who takes pictures every single day anyways!

I decided in the end that I should just go on with it. I think I shall also make a little confession here that I cheated in my Project 365 cos some are just 'filler' pictures and what I mean by 'filler' pictures is pictures that are not taken on the day/date it's stated, but they are taken on some other day and I dated it that way so that I have something to fill in the gap or on the day I did not take pictures. Geddit?

Who cares anyway right?

And since there's more than 30 pictures, I'm not going to post all of them here so I'll just put a link to my Project 365 Album in my Facebook which I'm not even sure if people who aren't my friends can view it... but whatever lah I don't think anyone's gonna click on it anyway. (Anyone noticed I kept saying 'anyway'? Super annoying...)

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=29577&id=554637212&saved#/album.php?aid=123925&id=554637212

Ok now, guess what? Somebody freakin' bought a MacBook Pro for me!!!

Hahahah joking of course. Wk bought it cos since he's going to Germany he needs a mobile computer for his studies and his old one is too old already so that's why he bought it. And the reason he bought a MacBook Pro is...

not telling hahahahaha. So technically it belongs to him but since I'm a leech (inside joke tee hee), of course I get to use it too lalalala. Walao so damn nice I loikeeeeeeeeeee!

Obligatory picture with the 'pop art' effect  using the MacBook Pro's iSight!

Forgot what this effect's called.

The 'fish eye' effect!

Everything else in the laptop's super cool too! Argh now I want one for myself. My stupid laptop has been driving me nuts lately.

Some past events include...

my mom's birthday,

my sister's birthday a day after my mom's and my own birthday.

Lastly, some food pictures you readers can salivate at hahahaha.

People who are close to me knows that I love Tony Roma's. I especially love their Dinner Combo which comes with 2 pieces of beef ribs and 3 sidelines which I will always ask for their corn, baked potato and grilled shrimp!

Dinner Combo

On the day I finally got my application settled, we (Wk and I) went to Pyramid and had Tony Roma's for dinner. Along with their Dinner Combo, we ordered something which I've never tried before which is the Tony's Sampler which consists of three 'sample' sizes of their starters.

DAMN NICE!!!

There's the Buffalo Wings, Dips (stuffed potato skins) and Onion Loaf. Onion Loaf was only ok but still worth trying. The other two was super nice!

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