... felt like you hate your life? You know you're not trying to sound like you're taking things for granted, you know you're very lucky if compared to many homeless and hungry kids out there, but you somehow want to have just a TINY bit more?
... felt like you want to smash the computer because you can't connect to the internet and Skype with someone dearest to you?
... felt like life is extremely unfair - you see other couples having the chance to be PHYSICALLY together and you feel extremely jealous? Not envious, JEALOUS. You start to think why you pour your heart and soul into the relationship but it doesn't promise you what you really want. You know distance doesn't matter, you still want to hope that your tiny little wish can be granted.
... felt like you don't know what to do with your life - you're unsure of the directions anymore.
... felt like you have such a big dream to achieve but it all topples down when your family doesn't really understand what you're trying to achieve. You try and try and try again to build those sand casltes but again and again, it gets washed away by the sea water. And then, you just feel like walking away and at the same time, feel wasted.

















