Life isn't as easy as it used to be but I am constantly grateful that I am always very well taken care of. If I feel like it, I'll cook. If I don't feel like it, someone is always there to make my meal for me.
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Michelle, my former boss in a music school I used to teach at in Malaysia who migrated to Melbourne, asked me to help her relief her piano classes because she is back in Malaysia for the moment. A temporary opportunity to have a job but I think it's going to be a great experience, to know how it's like in the music schools here.
School on the other hand is getting interesting. I'm now thinking of what I really should do. Initially I wanted to change to another course but I couldn't do it because it wasn't offered to international students, it still isn't offered now. I'm stuck with this current course I'm doing because I'm supposed to change only when it is approved by the government and offered to international students. I was convinced that it'll happen in August. Then September. Then October and the list goes on. The last I heard, it's not going to happen till next February. Which will make it 8 months from when I started this course I'm currently doing! Which makes completely no sense if I were to switch after being in it for so long.
I honestly don't mind continuing to do what I've been doing since I'm doing well and I do see some career prospect in it. The thing is I don't feel excited whenever I go to school. I'm only doing it for the sake of the fees I've paid, not for the love or interest of it. But to change after 8 freaking months? I don't know how's that going to happen without needing to pay some extra moolah, which obviously I'm not willing to. I can only blame the institution for tricking me into agreeing to do this course while I wait... oh wait. Maybe I should blame myself for being so stupid. Haihhh.
4 comments:
it's great to be constantly thankful :) we should never forget to count our blessings :)
on another hand, hang in there! everything happen for a reason :) don't be so hard on yourself...
cannot agree more with you! thank you for your support chris :)
hey darling, sorry to hear what happened, hope everything turns out well, even though it may be a little later than what you expected.
was in the same situation before so i think i kinda understand. i'd say go for the change even if you have been in this course for 8 months, if you really love the new course, after all, it isn't easy to get to do what you really like. but that said if there aren't any complications in between lah :)
wish you all the best!
thank you so much plue! :) yeah sometimes we can't just get everything we want.. but i'm still grateful with what I have now :)
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