Yet Again

My baby's sleeping like a baby now while I'm munching the addictive honey roasted macadamia nuts and packing, and getting teary once in a while. Julie and Julia was very inspirational, but it ended in a weird and sudden way. But at least the movie did get me to want to pick the book up and start reading it. I've gotten all the things that I wanted in the checklist. Yes even that Smashbox primer cos I instantly loved how it felt on my skin when I tested it. I can't wait to use it. I need to go remove my makeup and wash my face, tone and moisturize it nicely before I board on the plane. It's gonna be yet another long, sad 8 hours flight back home. I just hope I can fall asleep and not think about anything. I'm seeing McD's before going into the terminal. I'm seeing us hugging and tears streaming down my cheeks like nobody's business. I'm seeing me walking away without turning back and me crying buckets. Damn I hate LDR.

Yet Another 'Last Day' Here

These few days I have been feeling like a maid. Or a slave. Hrm sounds a little wrong. Whatever. I don't mind being a maid/slave if I can just stay here T____T *prays that my flight tonight will somehow be cancelled, or delayed! Argh!

Made some hashbrowns for breakfast. Will be going out to Vic Market in a bit to get the addictive honey roasted macadamia nuts that Maggie introduced to me. Omg that thing is super addictive. And the good part is it's healthy! :D And it's uber cheap as well! I think it's only AUD6 for 200gm? I'm pretty sure it's overpriced in Malaysia. And I don't think honey roasted macadamia can be found easily back at home. So, I'll be getting at least 500gm of those man!

And some other last minute shopping before we hit the cinema to catch Julie and Julia! Yes it's out today! The movie's at 4pm so I gotta buy all the stuffs I want before that because shops here close at 5pm how sad. Let's make a checklist of what I should be getting.

1. Macadamia nuts
2. Something from the duty free shop
3. Maybe another book? Will drop by Big W and see if they have 'The Last Song' by Nicholas Sparks.
4. Softlips! I better stick to pine coco.
5. Hrm... Still contemplating on Smashbox's Photo Finish Primer cos it's too expensive T_T

Did I miss anything?

I Miss You Already

It's 2.30am here now (sounds weird, can't figure if it should be the other way round - "now here"?) and Wk's at the living room working away with his design stuffs while I'm here bumming. My flight's tomorrow at 1.45 am. I know, that's a crazy late flight and I picked it on purpose. I always pick the latest flight on Thursdays because my work basically begins on Friday afternoons. I try my best to maximize the amount of time I'm here, with him. And I think its quite evident already that I'm sad and emotional right now. This visiting thing's like a drug. You get euphoric temporarily and suffer when the effect withdraws from your system. The higher you get, the harder you fall. And yet, people still do it. I still do it. As much as I love being here, being in my comfort zone, being in the arms of the person I love and have been missing, I hate it when I need to leave. Everything feels like a sweet dream - short and sweet. I can really go crazy if this shitty LDR keeps going on.

And it's so funny now that I find myself living to the lyrics of Aerosmith's 'I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing' where it goes like "I don't wanna fall asleep cos I'd miss you babe, and I don't wanna miss a thing...". At this hour I could've probably slept away but somehow I don't want to sleep just because he's not, yet. What a corny situation eh? Heh.

Ok. I'll just go practice my violin. Yeah. At 2.30am. Haha.